A RISING CASTLE

There are so many questions in my mind which questions every existing thing on this Earth. From giggles of my daughter to the cry in my neighborhood, from the smiles of my angel to the  pain of my mother. It questions the rules and the regulations of our society, our system. It questions the few rules that we created and imposed on ourselves with everyone’s consent and also the millions of rules that our creator entangled us into it forcibly like 144. People wear t-shirts quoted ‘being human’ on the chest but when I see it, I feel this is the most dangerous question I have came across. What is the purpose of being human? Why are we here on this beautiful crust? Why humans have a sense of attachment? Why our world is motionless when we lose our real attachments? There are endless whys, all of them unanswered. This world is living with or without me but a son left living for the living god he believed in. He was never wrong and will never be. He is castle but the entangled laws of some universal power has drowned his strength. Now, he has become tender, delicate, crumble but not from outside, from inside. From outside he is still a castle, a guard with armour to protect.
I know him. We have some most amazing memories together, every bit of it unforgettable but my questions even asks me some dangerous whys about my purpose, my role, my part being played or to be played to keep the word ‘bhai’ together, reinforced, glued to each other. I don’t know why my eyes were brimming with tiny droplets when I heard some never witnessed trembling voice. I was stoned and  blacked out. I curse those unhuman words I said but I still believe in the unknown bond we share. I know, I will witness a new morning and he will be the true sunshine but I am afraid of the darkness before its rise. I am afraid of the consequences of some of those entangled rules and I fear the worse question I created.

Tonight

I am shell-shocked and horror-struck
Because my world trembled aside
Afraid of foreboding of my own
Based on my faultless hunch
I drew few consequences
Out of which one flashed tonight

I am scared and petrified
As I relented to fragment her tonight
Parted myself to be inhabited alone
Gave in for one I abhor
Capitulated but remain misjudged
Cried out loud but remain unheard

I am in terror of my life
Cowering backward away from fright
Quailing from situation I met tonight
Without any hope to be again alive
Drowned seconds after second
Just to see bunny’s smile.

My Angel

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In the amid of darkness
Covering me from all corners
From past to future
Darkening my vision
Decaying my cladded memories
Smothering with its darkness
Making me beg for life
Suddenly
I heard known loud whispers
Walked along the loudness
A quadrature turn froze me
I saw a face with Twinkling eyes poisonous smile
My heart skipped beating
Eyes got stuck on her
A sensation quenched me
And a voice came out My Angel
Yes, i saw My Angel