“Love!”
In the India, which have not yet been altered by western culture of expression
and ownership of love, the word ‘love’ is amongst the least spoken and most
felt words. We don’t depend on the ability of alphabets & words to frame
sentences for pouring our heart out for someone. Generally, the words we frame,
the sentences we write has a fix domain, certain limit and in some cases
certain rules which govern its meaning but as far as I have sunk in this
feeling, I could never find the depth of love or its limitation. The more i
went in, the more unbound it felt. And one thing was crystal clear, this
feeling can never be expressed in the permutation and combination of merely
twenty-six alphabets of English.
Starting
with the most beautiful love relation which God himself decorated, love of a
child and mother. What can you say about it? Or what can I say about it? Even
if someone dares to have thought of writing some best-known lines for this kind
of love, it won’t even be the tiniest part of the whole emotion attached with
it. It’s simple, you can never write about something you are born off. Yes!
Born off, the love which you might want to pen down was there long before your
first body-cell was developed. Maybe this the kind of depth it has,
unconditional, immeasurable & unimpeachable.
Maybe,
it’s not possible to articulate love in its purest form but then, people with
great experiences say so many things about other forms of love. A few measures
it, a few compare it. Some finds it soothing and others find it freaking. Even
I have heard people dying in love as well as shining in love. This certainly
buttress the fact that it has different meaning for everyone. Its effect
largely depends on the understanding of latter’s then the formers. Its meaning
and its feeling is all together a different variable in same equation.
You
have to have your own meaning of love before you even want to utter a word
about it. But digging through your meaning is not as easy as it looks. Every
meaning is jacketed with the immense feeling which make the whole world ‘a
background music’ in a fraction of second. So, the lightening should struck you
when someone slow-down the run in your life and an intense desire starts
growing inside you to live that moment a thousand more time before it finally
ends. These feelings and meanings cooked together with different situations in
life will actually make you realize the naked truth behind this simple four
alphabeted word.
The path of finding your own meaning of love
will travel you through the stringent situations, testing your ability to relay
upon the face which made you put your world aside. You will have to trust your
heart beats and ignore the protocol that you have developed so far in your
life. Just to make it simple I would say, not being you is the only way to know
what ‘love’ means to you?
Not
agreed! Fair enough, don’t! That’s how you start to end up with peace and
calmness inside you. That’s how I started, that’s how everyone should start. I
was damn too lucky to have met someone who took my harshness to give me my own
meaning of love. Under different variables of the path of my choice, I went on
to fine tune myself to be more like a devotee than to be a man of free will.
Toughest of all questions were fired at me to make me realize the consequences
of my choice but being denied of my intense feeling earlier in life I was ready
to go off-limits to actually realize it.
But
hell yeah! I was on the right path with wrong person in mind. Those fights,
heated discussions, accusations, confrontations, possessiveness, ownership,
negligence, betrayal, circumventing lies, gut-feels and teary loneliness taught
me a single line, “Love is the thin line between knowing and
understanding”. My meaning of most
complicated yet simplest word ‘Love’.
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